[Siren Ménage Everlasting: Erotic Contemporary Ménage a Quatre Romantic Suspense, M/F/M/M, HEA]
Kai vows to never love another, and now her life's work is to help every soldier in need, every law enforcement officer, every first responder, so that no one is left behind.
Kai is known as the warrior angel, the woman who started Guardians help and has been a life saver to those in need. Helping soldiers get the assistance they need--medical and psychological--and transitioning back into civilian life, as well as law enforcement officers and others who suffer from PTSD. Kai want to give them hope for a new life, a happy one, yet she has given up on love and accepted to never love again.
The last thing she expects is fall in love with three men that represent everything she fears, and yet everything she is drawn to. After losing her brother, a State Trooper killed in the line of duty, and failing to keep her soldier boyfriend alive as he slowly fell deeper and deeper into depression, she doesn't think she could ever be in a relationship with a soldier or a cop.
Zayn, Thermo, and Selasi have got it all. The emotions, the toughness, Special Forces, law enforcement, PTSD, stubbornness, and then some, but somehow they fall in love.
She's resistent, and it nearly costs her everything.
Note: This book contains triple penetration.
A Siren Erotic Romance
Dixie Lynn Dwyer is a Siren-exclusive author.
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Kai walked into Corporal’s along with Amelia, who she met out in the parking lot. The place was crowded already and the live band could be heard from outside. It was a warm night, and a lot of the patrons were by the side tiki bar and outdoor deck. Corporal’s was a cool place. Not only because of the atmosphere, but also of the types of people who hung out here. The owners, Ghost and Cosmo, were jarheads. The patriotic theme throughout the place was welcoming with old memorabilia from across the United States and even out of the country. A lot of soldiers retired from service and then got into law enforcement or investigative work, so the memorabilia tied it all in.
Kai felt the eyes on her and Amelia the moment they walked through the front door. She had been told over the years how beautiful she was, and especially by Edison, but he was biased. Nowadays it kind of made her feel uncomfortable because she was trying to just slide through life, through the social aspect of it anyway, and just live and take it a day at a time. More recently, with a push from Amelia and Afina, plus Afina’s other girlfriends, she wondered if she would ever be able to let a guy close enough. As soon as she thought that, she felt the anxiety and cleared her head.
“Oh boy, you are getting some major looks right now, Kai. I don’t know why you don’t want to date anyone.”
“I think they’re looking at you.”
“No, not me. It’s you. You just don’t see it.”
“Look, there’s Afina,” Kai said, avoiding another conversation where her friend or friends informed her about how gorgeous she was and how she was wasting her youth away by remaining single.
“I didn’t know that April and North would be here, too,” Amelia said to her.
“Looks like everyone is, and Mike, too,” Kai said, and they headed toward them. She was excited to see Mike. She hadn’t seen him in over a year, but as he turned around, her eyes locked onto the man he was talking to. She nearly paused. His eyes looked right at her, then over her body, and what was that? She felt something. She was shocked and annoyed, but then Mike was calling out her name and lifting her up in the air, twirling her around as she hugged him tight.
“Mike.” She laughed and held onto him as he lowered her feet to the floor, but kept his strong, muscular arm around her waist and pulled her toward the bar and the guys there.
“Everyone, meet Kai Devaro,” he said and squeezed her against him. The guy she locked gazes with slid off the bar stool to stand up, and holy God was he tall. She tilted her head back and he reached out his hand while stepping closer.
“Zayn Stelling,” he said, and she shook his hand as Mike released her. She heard Mike chuckle.
“Stelling? Wait, you’re related to Mike and Afina?” she asked.
“Cousin,” Mike said, and Kai pulled back and looked behind her to see Amelia standing there with Afina, and both were smirking. Had they noticed her reaction to the good-looking guy? Great, now they would be pushing her to talk to him. That nervous, uncomfortable feeling started to simmer.
“This is Amelia.” Kai introduced her and she stepped back, and Amelia shook Zayn’s hand hello. Zayn was very attractive. Like model in a military calendar attractive with his crew cut hair, the front spiked up and a very trimmed, short beard, and big dark eyes. Like Liam Hemsworth, but older, more seasoned. He was muscular and at least six-feet-four if she had to guess. He was complete intimidation and she couldn’t believe how her body felt. She was annoyed with herself as guilt hit her insides, until Afina was pulling her closer to the bar and near him and Mike plus a few other guys gathered closer.
She was listening to them talk about some case their other cousin Devin had and that apparently Zayn helped out with.
“So you are in law enforcement, too?” she asked, and then took a sip from the glass of rum and soda Mike had gotten for her.
“Sort of. I’m a trainer for investigative procedures and handling the physical aspect of issuing search warrants in arrests.”
“He’s bad ass, Kai. Don’t let him fool you and act all modest. His techniques save lives,” Mike said, and Zayn looked away, his expression seemingly embarrassed at the compliment.
“Well that’s a good thing then. The job is dangerous so any good training that can help protect those serving in the department is a positive, right,” she said, and Mike agreed.
Zayn looked back at her. “What about you? What do you do?”
“The Warrior Angel, what doesn’t she do?” Mike said, and winked at her as he gave her shoulder a squeeze. He was partially standing behind her seat and next to the bar.
“Mike,” she reprimanded.
“Modest, too. She runs Guardians Hope. Well, actually, she created it, got the funding for it, and is now chief operating officer for it, isn’t that your title, Kai?” Mike asked.
“Wait, that’s the organization that helps soldiers and first responders, right? Every department talks so highly of that charity,” Zayn said.
“Well Kai started it all. In fact, I do believe that the fundraising we have going on here tonight is donating part of the money raised to help with one of the shelter programs you started.”
She turned to look at Mike. “Seriously? Where did you hear that?”
“Ghost told me. Wait until he sees that you’re here.”
She looked around for him. “It’s been months since I saw him. Where is he I wonder?”
A few other guys came over to talk to Mike and she got up off her seat when one of them was slapping another guy hello on his back and he bumped into her. She felt the hands go to her hips and she gasped, and placed her hands on Zayn’s chest and stared up at him.
“Here, have a seat, and I’ll stand so no one can bump into you again,” he said, and stood up.
Holy God she needed to get away from him. She was not expecting a reaction, an attraction to a man, and here she was staring at Zayn.
“Who do we have here?” She heard another male voice, then felt a hand on her hip. She turned and had to look up like she did with Zayn. Her eyes landed on another really tall man, almost exact height as Zayn, and the deepest blue eyes she had ever seen. He widened his eyes, and then squinted at her as if he felt something by looking and also touching her. She gulped, realizing his hand was huge against her hip, and warm, too. He had dirty blond hair, was clean shaven, and those dark eyes roamed over her body. The crowd of guys next to them grew bigger, louder with laughter, making it too hard for her to hear what Zayn just said to her, and the second guy pressed closer and she was now sandwiched between them. Holy God she felt overheated, aroused and no way protected.
Kai absorbed the scent of Zayn’s cologne as he lay her on the bed and hovered over her. His one foot on the floor at the edge and his thigh and knee between her thighs, he slid her arms above her head. That crewcut hair, the fierce expression in his eyes, that well-trimmed beard and all those muscles.
“You’re beautiful,” she whispered to him.
“You’re incredible in every way. Every inch of you.” His eyes swept over her body from lips to breasts to her weeping cunt. His brothers were right there, too. Selasi pulled his shirt up and over his head, revealing muscles upon muscles, and he winked at her with those sexy blue eyes, that clean shaven face with firm lips, distinguished nose and a total military hottie expression. He was experienced. They all were.
Zayn slid her one arm up above her head. “Stay like that. Obey my orders,” he whispered, and for some reason she got wetter, and wiggled her hips and tilted her pelvis up. He chuckled low, knowingly. He caused the reaction and then licked her nipple on that same side. She went to lower her arm only for a fully naked Selasi to lay on the bed beside her and clasp her hand with his and bend it above her head. She turned to look at him.
“You’re more than perfect. Look at you, baby. So sexy and in great shape. I love these taut muscles.” Zayn released her breast as Selasi eased his palm down over her breast to her abs and then right to her cunt. Zayn spread his thighs, widening her thighs as he lifted his shirt up over his head and tossed it. He undid his pants and she moaned as Selasi slid a finger into her cunt.
He leaned closer.
“You’re so fucking wet. Your body knows,” he said, and gently pressed his lips to hers.
The bed dipped. She felt Zayn get up and she couldn’t look as Selasi was kissing her and fingering her cunt.
She pulled her thighs together and then felt the large, warm hand against her knee.
“Open for us. Show us you’re ready,” Thermo said, and she did as Selasi released her lips, gave her a wink, and then slid down using his mouth as a pathway over every inch of her left side.
She looked at Thermo as she panted, lips parted and about to come once again.
He was naked from the waist down and stroking his cock, but he wore a shirt and she stared up at him.
“You ready for us? Ready to accept us?” he asked.
She stared at him. “Why the shirt?” she asked, and he squinted.
Zayn eased back up and Thermo reached over and cupped her cheek.
“I have scars, baby. I don’t want to ruin this for all of us,” he said to her, and then lowered down to kiss her lips. She kissed him back and he lowered between her legs, his cock at her entrance. He pulled up.
“Do we need condoms?” Selasi asked her.
“You want us to claim you our woman? You accept us?” Selasi asked.
“Say yes,” Thermo whispered to her.
“Yes,” she said, and she felt him ease his cock into her cunt.
She was shaking, it had been so long and the moment he thrust all the way in, she moaned, locked her legs against his hips, and tears spilled from her eyes.
Thermo was gentle and loving. He took his time and she could feel how hard he was. She was glad she waited to have sex again. Glad to know that it was worth it and that she found these men or rather, they found her. She ran her fingers through his long, reddish brown hair, his beard tickling her neck, but his cock, so super big, moved in and out of her very wet cunt.
“Faster, Thermo, I can take it. It’s been so long.”
“I don’t want to hurt you,” he said, and lifted up and she ran her hands under his shirt and over his back. She felt the deep gashes and her eyes widened.
He shook his head. “Don’t.”
“It doesn’t matter to me. I want you scars and all, just as you want me fears, scars, and all.”
He pressed his mouth to hers and rolled to the right so he was underneath her. She lifted up, he held her hands to his chest and he took in the sight of her breasts. She loved the way he looked at her with hunger and need.
“So giving and sexy. Tonight we take you together. It’s all in, baby,” Selasi said, and started to kiss her neck and then slid his hands up and down her back. When his hands cupped her ass cheeks as she thrust her pussy over Thermo’s cock, she came some more.
“Hot damn I love these breasts,” Zayn said, cupping on and then lowering down to take a taste. She leaned back and then reached for his cock and stroked it. Zayn widened his eyes and reached for her hair.
“You want to taste me?”
“Yes,” she said, and continued to rock her hips.
“I’ll do a little exploring,” Selasi said, and she felt something cool over her anus. As she lowered her mouth to Zayn’s cock as Thermo thrust up into her cunt while holding her hips, Selasi slid a finger into her ass.
“God damn she’s incredible,” he whispered, and she came just like that and Thermo followed.
She was shocked that Selasi was fingering her ass and that she wanted them to explore her everywhere. To own her in every way. It was erotic and sinful. “I’m there, honey. Pull out if you don’t want to swallow,” Zayn said, but she gripped his thigh and sucked on him then swallowed as he came.
A moment later as she eased her mouth from Zayn’s cock, she felt Selasi pull his fingers from her asshole and then lift her up with one arm, place her on all fours on the bed, and then wedge up behind her. He grabbed a fistful of her hair and suckled against her neck.
“You’re in for it. We take you one at a time and then we take you together.”
“Yes,” she whispered, and heard Thermo and Zayn mumble something, but then Selasi eased his cock into her pussy from behind and then thrust right into her.
She lowered her head, gripped the comforter and relaxed her body as Selasi thrust into her over and over again.
Her breasts bobbed and swayed, her pussy clenched against his cock making him moan.
“So fucking tight and wet. My God, baby I won’t last this first time. I won’t,” he said, and then stroked a little faster.
“You’re so big, Selasi. I can’t take it. I can’t. Oh!” She cried out her release and he grunted and followed. He hugged her from behind and kissed her shoulder.
He eased out and there was Zayn pulling her into his arms and then underneath him. We’re going to be at this all night,” he said, and raised her arms above her head and tapped them. She understood it meant to keep them there and she did as she moved her chin to her chest and watched him slowly, teasingly explore every inch of her as he gripped his cock and prepared to make love to her.