It felt like he was drifting on a cloud but Jason knew there was no way. If he was dead, he would be in heaven. Life just wouldn’t be that cruel if he was meant for anything better.
The sense of drifting was one he didn’t really want to give up but reality was a bitch who waited for no one. Trying to pry his eyelids open he quickly shut them again when a bright light was in front of him.
“Sorry, I was just worried about you,” Adam softly said as he put his penlight on the bedside table, or at least that’s what Jason assumed it was since he wasn’t ready to open his eyes again.
Adam’s calm, reassuring voice soothed him and he found comfort in the man caring enough to worry about him. Wait? Jason tried desperately to clear the cobwebs as he strained to remember something important but no matter how hard he tried it stayed just out of reach.
He remembered going to save his friends and then…his eyes popped open as he stared in horror at the man who betrayed him. Seeing him so close Jason scooted across the bed and promptly fell off in a tangled mess.
“Here, let me help,” Adam said as he started toward him.
Not willing to let the man anywhere near him Jason shouted, “No, I don’t need your help.” Finally getting his arms free he pushed the blankets down to his waist as he glared at Adam. “I don’t want anything from you.”
He saw the flash of hurt in Adam’s eyes but he tried to ignore it by focusing on getting his legs free of a sheet that seemed to want to stay permanently twisted around him. Kicking the offending material away from him, Jason stood on his own two feet as he continued to back away from Adam.
The guilt niggling at him for clearly hurting Adam’s feelings was pushed ruthlessly down. Jason didn’t know why he felt bad. It was Adam who drugged him after all, so why should Jason feel bad about telling the man to stay away from him?
But no matter how hard he tried to ignore it, it didn’t sit right that he’d hurt Adam. Refusing to offer an apology when he was the wronged party he turned away to stare out at the crystal-blue lake, letting its calm waters soothe his nerves. He just couldn’t stand to look into those eyes that were filled with such sadness Jason just wanted to run into his arms and offer comfort.
He heard Adam’s sigh of regret before he spoke. “Sweetheart, I know you must hate me for sedating you but I hope one day you’ll understand I didn’t have a choice.” Before Jason could respond to that blatant lie he said, “No, that’s not true. It was just I didn’t know what else to do to stop you from running.
“Alek wasn’t about to let you get away and you wouldn’t submit to him. He may be cognizant of what’s happening but he’s always told me that in the animal world things are done differently and, well…” He heard Adam’s footsteps getting closer but Jason held himself still.
Startled that Adam was standing so close that his breath sent warm chills down the nape of his neck, Jason tried his best not to shiver at the feeling. “I just didn’t want anything to happen to you and I was afraid of what Alek might do to get you to submit.”
Adam’s nearness shouldn’t be affecting him so much but damn if Jason didn’t want to turn into the man. The fact that regret was clearly heard in the man’s words didn’t help Jason stay resolved. Maybe he should just forgive Adam. After all, if in the same position Jason wasn’t sure he wouldn’t have done the same thing.
He felt his body sway slightly just brushing up against Adam’s hard body jerking him back to reality. He couldn’t trust anybody. Hadn’t life already taught him that?
Stiffening his posture he put more resolve into his words than he felt. “I asked you to leave me alone.”
Adam sighed but didn’t move right away. Jason was sure the man was going to force him to talk. He held his breath as Adam decided, part of him pleading with the man to leave before his already weak resolve crumbled, another part of him hoping, no, begging for Adam to force the issue.
He was sick of living with no one to count on, no one to love him, no one for him to love. He wasn’t sure why he felt like Adam could be that person but he was just too afraid even to give the man a chance.
A cry fell from his lips when he felt Adam’s hands grip his shoulders and pull him back against his broad chest. “If you really want me to leave you alone I will but not until you understand what you’re giving up.”
Leaning down he lightly brushed his lips against his mate’s. Inwardly he cheered when Jason tried to follow him when he pulled his head back. Since he wanted nothing more than to kiss his mate he gave in, leaning down once again Adam took his mouth in a deep, yet gentle kiss.
It was everything to Adam that his mate responded to him, not only sinking into him but kissing him back with equal passion. Every crevice was explored until the taste of his mate was imprinted on Adam’s very soul.
His hands roamed Jason’s back until they gripped his very firm ass. He spent time kneading his mate’s cheeks, testing the muscles while pulling his mate even tighter into his body. Surprised when he felt Jason’s legs wrap around his hips, Adam bore the weight of his mate with ease.
The need to be inside his mate had one of his hands seeking out the man’s crease, rubbing his fingers up and down it several times. Not able to help himself his hand found the top of the boxers, pushing his hand inside. He slid his finger along Jason’s crevice until he found his entrance.
Adam grunted in satisfaction when he felt his mate’s dick jerk against his stomach as his finger rubbed against the nerves surrounding his tight hole. Making his way to the edge of the bed while kissing his mate wasn’t exactly easy but he wasn’t about to stop what he was doing.
Treating his mate like he was the most precious gift that he was, Adam gently laid Jason down on the bed. For the first time since the kiss started he pulled away to drink in the beautiful man.
The need to touch had him caress his hands over Jason’s body until the he writhing on the bed. When a drop of liquid pearled up from his mate’s cock Adam became ravenous for a taste. Dropping to his knees on the floor he leaned over to swipe his tongue across the head. Pure ambrosia.
Determined to have more of that heavenly taste he swallowed down half of Jason’s dick eliciting a shout of pure desire from his mate. Satisfied that he was pleasing his mate, Adam started sucking the length down his throat until he felt the hairs of Jason’s groin tickle his nose.
“Fuuuccckk,” Jason yelled while his hands gripped Adam’s hair tightly, urging him to keep going.
Not willing to disappoint his mate Adam started sucking on Jason’s cock like it was the tastiest treat, which in Adam’s opinion it was. His own cock was feeling confined behind his pants, which Adam quickly relieved by pulling the offending material down to his knees.
Reaching over to the bedside table he snagged the lube, pouring a generous amount on his fingers. With his tongue he dipped into that tiny little slit causing his mate’s hips to thrust off the bed as he shouted. Adam slipped a finger inside Jason’s snug opening as Jason continued to thrust his cock into Adam’s mouth.
His finger felt on fire as Jason’s velvety hot channel clamped down on it then pulled it deeper within. There were no words for how happy Adam felt at the way his mate’s body was not only accepting him but drawing him deeper inside.
The need to fully taste Jason’s very essence had Adam increasing the suction on Jason’s prick. When he slid two fingers into his mate’s passage Jason hissed in pleasure. Elated that Jason was as into this as he was, Adam curved his fingers until he found that special spot…