The Resistant Omegas Collection, Volume 1 (MMMM)
In Tristan, Tristan knew he was different. He's an Omega destined to increase the power of the inner circle each time they use his body. Tristan may be resigned to his fate of being sold to the highest bidder, but that doesn’t mean he is going to play nice.
In Carson, when Carson's old inner circle is challenged and overthrown, he knows that he will become the Omega for the new Alpha and his Betas. But he barely survived the abuse dished out by his last circle, and he can only hope to keep the punishments at bay for so long.
In Edric, Tristan and Carson’s Omega Network has gone into effect. Numbers of suffering Omegas are being found all over the United States. Edric Sawyer has endured the death of his parents and a power-hungry uncle. Despite all of this, he has remained hopeful and willing to open his heart to love.
A Siren Erotic Romance
It was the evening of the full moon, and I was leaned over a bed in a strange woman’s house while she fingered my hole. While that might sound like a good time to some men, it wasn’t for me and for several reasons. One, I’m gay, so she just wasn’t doing it for me. Two, she was less into it than I was. Three, she was stretching my virgin ass out for the Alpha to fuck me in front of the whole pack. Four, she was old enough to be my grandmother.
I think humans called them arranged marriages, but in the werewolf community, it was what happened to an Omega. My parents basically hit the lottery when they had me, and I turned out to be an Omega werewolf. Normal werewolves could choose their mates, either human women since there were no female werewolves. Or if they were gay like I was, they could mate to another werewolf.
But not Omegas. Oh no, we were pimped out by High Council law. No matter what, we entered into a contract with an Alpha. Which Alpha depended on who was the highest bidder. I was being sold to Alpha Jared Craven of the Denver pack. And Rachel, an elder woman of the pack, was one of the four women getting me ready for the contract ceremony.
Now ask me how much I wanted to lose my virginity in front of an entire pack of strangers. Hell, this wasn’t even my birth pack. I grew up in the Green Bay pack in Wisconsin. My parents stuck me on a plane this morning with two suitcases filled with everything I owned. Rachel picked me up from the airport and had barely said two words to me. There were other women in the room with us who were helping me get ready like a bride on their wedding day and hadn’t even told me their names.
The best part of all of this? After the Alpha was done with me, his Betas would fuck me as well. Because the contract really was with the inner circle of the pack and none of them would be my mates. Oh sure, I’d belong to the Alpha as if I was his mate, but he could still find a mate for himself. And the Betas, well, the same went for them.
“It’s time, Tristan,” Rachel said as she pushed a large butt plug into my hole, snapping me out of my depressing thoughts. It had extra lube in it that would coat my passage thoroughly so no one had to worry about slicking me up before fucking me. Like it wasn’t bad enough that I was a twenty-one-year-old virgin and this was how I was going to lose my precious gift? No, they couldn’t even be bothered with foreplay or stretching me themselves.
“Let’s just get this over with,” I grumbled as I put on the robe one of the women handed me. I followed Rachel out of the house as the other women flanked us. We loaded up into a large Dodge Durango along with a few men of the pack. Again, I didn’t know any of their names, but why would anyone care to be polite to the Omega?
We were just a possession to be traded and sold according to werewolf law. We were a tool to help the inner circle grow in power and stabilize a pack. The more the Alpha and his Betas fucked me, the stronger they would become, and I would come into powers of my own that would help the pack.
As we drove to the Denver pack’s hunting grounds, I stared out the window and cursed my existence. While it was great for my parents to have had an Omega for a child, it sucked being the Omega. Hell, my parents could retire for the amount that was paid for me and never have to worry about money again. Did I see any of that? Fuck no.
And I didn’t even get a mate of my own. I basically would spend my life being the fuck buddy of three men who could have mates of their own. Blinking rapidly, I tried to keep the tears that had threatened to fall all day. I was already small, so I didn’t need to appear weak to my new pack. At five-five and a hundred and twenty-five pounds, I couldn’t stop what was about to happen even if I knew how.
Werewolf law was that Omegas were contracted out to an Alpha. Any that were over the age of twenty-one and weren’t owned by an Alpha would be considered rogue and put down. But we were rare enough where all packs and councils did everything in their power that some Alpha benefited from us.
The vehicle stopped, we all got out, and I was led to the middle of a large clearing. This had to be the ceremonial circle that every pack land had. It’s where certain activities, like the claiming of a new pack Omega, would happen away from outsider eyes. The sun had set a few hours ago, and the moon was almost all the way up in the sky.
“Alpha Jared, your Omega has been prepared,” Rachel announced loudly as we stopped in front of a large man. Guess this was my new master. He was gorgeous at least. That was one of my many fears about all of this, that I’d get stuck with some old guy who would touch me and make me want to vomit.
The Alpha was about six-three, two fifty with shoulder-length dark brown hair and very light brown eyes. He was built to say the least. I eyed him over as he stood before me in nothing but a pair of running shorts. His chest was nicely muscled, and I did like his ribbed stomach. There didn’t seem to be an ounce of fat on the man.
Jared lifted his head and roared out his release as he shot his seed deep into my ass. He pumped into me a few more times before most of his weight collapsed on my back. We both panted as he moved his hands to either side of me as he bent over me to hold up himself.
“He meets my sexual approval,” Jared said loudly after a few more moments of catching his breath. Basically, I was a good enough lay to keep. That wasn’t really what the ceremonial phrase meant, but in reality that’s what he’d just announced to the pack.
I groaned as he moved and his cock slipped out of my ass. Jared knelt to the right of me as Cameron took his spot. The other Beta took Cameron’s place as I never moved. This last man was about the same height as Cameron, maybe a little wider in the shoulders with an even bigger cock. Was that just a requirement to be in the inner circle of the pack? You had to be hung?
“You may receive, Rhyce,” Jared said to the man in front of me. I glanced up, and this time it was me who was shocked. Rhyce was looking down at me with pity in his eyes as he held his cock out to me. I took it into my mouth, neither of us moving just yet.
“As my Alpha wishes,” Rhyce replied, and I swore the man sounded as upset by all of this as I felt.
“You may partake, Cameron,” the Alpha declared as I felt Cameron’s cock push against my hole.
“As my Alpha wishes,” Cameron said with a groan. He pushed into me gently, rocking his hips until he was all the way in me. They found a good rhythm together and after a few minutes Rhyce pulled out of my mouth before Cameron came.
He didn’t move from his position, and I could see that his balls had drawn up against his body, signaling that he was close to his climax. His eyes never left mine, and he gently stroked my cheek the entire time. I wasn’t sure what it all meant, but it gave me hope that maybe things weren’t as cold as they seemed to be.
Cameron licked the side of my neck, and I shivered in response. He scraped his canines along my neck to give me warning before sinking them into the left side of me. Just like last time, I cried out from the pain that then turned into pleasure. Cameron came with a loud grunt as he filled my hole with his cum.
I started to get incredibly tired as he pulled out and moved to my left as Rhyce went to take his place. Then again I’m not sure how many virgins ever have back to back to back sex with three men.
“You may partake, Rhyce,” Jared said once Rhyce was in place.
“As my Alpha wishes,” he replied as he gently grabbed my hip as he pushed into me slowly.
It wasn’t as if Jared or Cameron were rough with me, far from it. But the way Rhyce was handling me was as if I was fragile, or maybe even precious. I groaned as he bottomed out inside of me as he leaned over my back.
He didn’t move for a few moments, letting me adjust to the new invasion of my body. And none of them were small men, but Rhyce definitely had the biggest cock, so I was glad he went last. He wrapped an arm around my chest as he nuzzled his face in my neck.
“I’m sorry this is how our first time together must be, my mate,” Rhyce whispered in my ear. I gasped and instantly went hard at the word. “It won’t always be like this, I swear it to you.”
“Mate?” I asked, turning my head so that he could hear me while everyone else was oblivious that we were talking.
“I will take no other than you, Tristan,” he answered as he started taking me slowly. “You may be our Omega, but I pledge myself to you as your mate if you will have me.”
“Yes,” I hissed as his cock grazed my sweet spot. “I give myself to you as your mate.”
“Thank you, baby,” Rhyce said as his body shuddered around me. He pulled me up against his chest as he went to his knees. I moaned as his other hand slid down my stomach, to my cock and started stroking me. “Come for me, Tristan.”
“He’s not allowed to come,” Jared hissed so no one else could hear.
“It doesn’t say that,” Rhyce said quietly, but almost in a snarl. “It says we have to climax to make the ceremony official. Not that Tristan isn’t allowed to come, too.”
“Oh. Okay,” Jared replied, looking almost shocked that Rhyce had thought of letting me enjoy this and have an orgasm my first time having sex. I glared at him with hate again, and the Alpha looked away from my gaze.
“Close your eyes, Tristan,” Rhyce whispered in my ear, and I did as he said. “Ignore everyone else and everything. It’s just you and me, baby. Let me please you. Come for me, my mate.”
“Yes, I swear it,” I said with a soft smile. “I’m not crazy. I’m telepathic.”
“You thought you were crazy? Oh hell, please tell me you didn’t believe Alpha Peter when he said you were schizophrenic?”
“Yeah, I did.” I shrugged. “But we all talked, and they’re going to give you my release papers that you can send to the High Council if they ever beat me or let others use me.”
“Good,” she said, narrowing her eyes at Declan. “And I won’t hesitate to do it if you ever lock him up like that again either.”
“We were trying to protect him.” Declan sighed. “I thought he had stuff to do in that room. We weren’t trying to punish him.”
“Okay, I believe you,” Dorothy replied after a moment. Then she leaned into me and whispered so they couldn’t hear. “Are you sure you want to show them the studio?”
“How did you know?” I whispered back.
“Because you only smile like that when you’re going down to work,” she smiled and gave me another quick kiss on the cheek. “You boys run along, and I’m going to make lasagna for dinner. If I make your favorite, you have to promise to eat and get some meat on those bones.”
“Yes, ma’am.” I giggled as we left the kitchen. Ian kissed my forehead gently before we went down into the basement. “I could get used to this kind of treatment.”
“I’ll carry you around always,” Ian said, getting choked up. “Just don’t ever scare me like that again and make it to where I have to carry you.”
“I won’t, I swear. I am sorry,” I replied as I moved to kiss his lips softly. “I didn’t know anyone cared, but now that I do, I promise I’ll stick around.”
“Good, because there’s a lot more to life than you’ve ever been shown and we want to give it to you,” he whispered in my ear as we reached the basement. I pointed to the back corner. When we got there, I tapped his arm so he’d let me down. I moved around and pulled off the tarps that I had covering my work so it looked like storage instead of a hidden studio.
“Fuck, these are amazing, Carson.” Taylor gasped as he picked up my painting of the Alpha house. “Where did you learn to do this?”
“You mean did I have any training?” I asked, giggling when he nodded. “No one taught me how to paint. I just picked up a pencil one day and started drawing when I was a kid.”
“Who knew our gorgeous love was so talented,” Declan said as he stared at a landscape of the pack lands. “I can’t get over how gifted you are, baby.”
“Thank you, but that’s not what I wanted to show you,” I replied as my face heated up. I pulled a canvas out from behind a stack of blanks and handed it to him. It was a smaller one, about two feet by two feet. Declan gasped as he took it from me. “See, I saw you that day, too.”
“Shit! He could be looking in a mirror,” Ian whispered as he moved next to our Alpha. I’d painted a portrait of each of them, Declan was holding his. I wasn’t lying. I had seen them that first day at the Omega claiming ceremony with Alpha Peter. While they were staring at that one, I pulled out the paintings of Ian and Taylor.
“I thought you three were the most gorgeous men I’d ever seen,” I said softly as I handed them their portraits. “I was so sad that I couldn’t paint you right away. It was a couple of months until Dorothy helped me set this up in secret. But these were the first things I did when I moved in here.”
“Can I keep mine?” Ian sniffled as he glanced up at me. “This is coolest thing anyone’s ever done for me. I’d really like to hang mine in my room if that’s okay with you?”
“You really like it? You’re not creeped out that I’m some stalker or something?”
“We took over an entire pack to be with you and keep you safe. And you’re worried we think you’re a stalker from a gorgeous painting?” Ian said with a laugh as he gently put his painting down as if it was made of glass. Before I could even reply, he lifted me up and swung me around the room. “You can’t stalk the willing, baby. I love you, and I think you’re truly gifted.”
“Thank you,” I whispered as I started to get choked up with emotions. I wrapped myself around him, nuzzling his neck in a very wolf-like gesture as I memorized his scent. “I’m glad you like them.”
“I think we should move your studio to one of the sitting rooms that has a lot of light,” Declan said as he kissed my cheek. “If that’s what you want, I mean?”
“I want to see a movie,” I answered instead, taking another leap. “I’ve never been to a movie theater, and I really want to.”
“We’ll go as soon as you’re feeling better and healed,” he replied with a wide smile. “Anything else?”
“Can we go to a restaurant? I’ve never been to one of those either.” I was thrilled down to my toes that they were wanting to do things with me.
“We can go anywhere you want, baby,” Taylor said as he leaned over and kissed my other cheek. “I’m sure there are lots of restaurants in Chicago for you to try out.”
“We should do, like, a date night once a week.” Declan smiled widely at all of us as if he was proud of his idea. I was just happy that they were trying so hard.
“That sounds perfect,” I whispered. “And yes, I’d love to have a studio with actual light instead of a lone lamp.”
“Did I mention how much I liked your dance?” Declan nipped along my neck as he rubbed his hard cock against my thigh.
“Remind me to send a thank-you note to Rihanna.” I snickered as I tilted my neck to give him better access. “More, Declan. I need more.”
“As my little mate wishes,” he replied. Declan did as I asked and then shuddered against my body.
“What is it?”
“I–I never thought I’d get to call you my mate,” he admitted after a few deep breaths. “It feels even more amazing than I thought it would. I love Ian and Taylor, I do. They are my mates, too, and just as important to me as you are. But something was always missing until we met you. We all knew it even if we didn’t know what was missing. It was you, Carson. You make us a family.”
“And you guys are the family I always dreamed of but never thought I could have.” I let out a loud moan and knew it was time, I couldn’t take anymore teasing. “Declan, please, my mate. I’m ready. God, I’m so ready for you.”
“I don’t want to hurt you.”
“You won’t. I’m ready,” I begged, needing him inside me. Declan searched my face for a second before giving me a quick nod and pulling out his fingers. I whimpered when he sat back up, and I got a good look at his perfect cock standing at attention for me. He used the excess lube to slick up his cock and then lined it up with my hole.
“Tell me if you need me to stop, okay? If it ends up being too much, we can stop at any time.”
“I know that,” I whispered as I cupped his cheek. “And that’s one of the many reasons I love you. That’s just who you are. If I asked you to stop right now, you would without a single grumble and just go jack off in the bathroom. You’d never do anything that I wasn’t ready for.”
“That’s what it means to be in love.” Declan shrugged as if to say anyone would do the same. But they wouldn’t. And that made him even more special because he would never have thought it was a burden to stop right then. If it was what I needed, he’d do it, that simple.
“Make me your mate,” I panted, tilting my hips up trying to take him inside of me. He chuckled at my impatience and slowly pushed in my stretched hole. “This is what I wanted, someone to take me with love.”
“We can still have kinky sex sometimes though, right?” he asked as he stared at his cock moving in and out of me, working a little more in each thrust. “Please let him say yes because I have some very dirty ideas about his studio and using his paints on him.”
“Oh yeah, especially that idea about my paints.” I groaned and moved my hips up again. “I love the way your mind works.”
“I’m sorry you keep hearing everything,” he said as he bottomed out inside of me. “I don’t know how to stop those thoughts, and I’m worried I’ll scare you.”
“I’d be scared if I thought you were hiding things from me,” I replied honestly, trying to show him the truth of my statement with my eyes. I think he got it because he smiled softly and kissed me. Then he began moving after a few moments when my body opened up for him. Yeah, sex had never been like this before.
For one, I’d never been taken in this position, on my back while my partner stared down into my eyes. And it had never been gentle like this with passionate kissing.
“Where did you go?” Declan whispered as he stopped thrusting, his face scrunched together in concern. “Are you okay?”
“I’m perfect,” I answered as I leaned up to kiss him. When I lay back down, I wrapped my legs around his hips so he could move closer to me. He took the hint and slid his forearms under my shoulders. “I was just thinking that this was what I’ve always wanted. How sex has never been like this for me before. That I’m so glad it’s with someone I love.”
“I’m sorry that you’ve not had sex with love before. But is it wrong that I’m happy I’m the one showing you what making love really is?”
“No, not at all,” I answered gently as I thrust my hips up. “Less talking, more loving.”
“Yes, my mate.” He snickered and thrust into me a little harder. I groaned as I raked my short nails down his back. “Yeah, baby, mark me. Fuck, you feel like heaven.”
“Faster,” I panted, needing just a little more to come. Declan growled and picked up the pace of his thrusts. Just the feeling of his sac slapping the cheeks of my ass was enough to almost having me shooting my load. I wanted it to never end. We could spend the rest of our lives with his cock in my ass, right?
“Bite me, Carson,” Declan said firmly with a grunt a few minutes later. I knew I wasn’t the only one who was close. He leaned back enough where I had access to his chest. I didn’t even hesitate when my canines extended at the offer. I tilted my neck and bit into his left pec, right over his heart. Declan cried out loudly as my teeth sank deeper into his flesh.
I was standing in Carson Evans’s living room in Chicago ready to piss my pants. I’d been saved two months ago from my birth pack in South Carolina when my parents died and my uncle wanted to make me his Omega and bitch. Yuck. Double yuck.
But that was then, and the now was I couldn’t think of the last time I’d been this scared. Well, I hadn’t been since I moved in with Carson and his inner circle. I was supposed to be interviewing potential Alphas and Betas who wanted an Omega because unfortunately I had to go to someone.
“Now that we’re alone, I can check you out how I want,” the nasty Alpha Marcus drawled as he circled me like a shark. “Take off your clothes.”
“What?” I squeaked. The man had about a foot on my five-four and a good hundred pounds on me. If he wanted me naked, I would be. And I wasn’t happy that Dorothy let them in the front sitting room before Carson was ready. They promised me I wouldn’t be going through these interviews alone.
For reasons like this.
“I want to see what I might be buying,” he whispered in my ear and then grabbed my groin. I whimpered, not the happy “fuck me now” kind of whimper. Oh no, it was more the “get me the fuck out of here please” whimper. “Very nice. I like the way you respond to me. You’ll be a good boy to add to my collection. Daddy likes you.”
“M–My parents are dead,” I stuttered. I saw the Betas exchange a look of shock. I had a feeling they didn’t have a clue that sicko Alpha had a hidden harem. Fuck, I was so screwed.
“I’m your daddy now, boy,” he snarled in my ear and squeezed my bits tighter than I would ever have liked. “And you will learn to mind me and please me. Now, I said get naked.”
“No,” I whispered as tears formed in my eyes. “You can’t boss me around.”
The fist I got to the back of my head said he felt otherwise. He let go of my groin as I fell to the floor, grabbing my head.
“Alpha, I don’t think our hosts will be happy if he’s hurt,” one of the Betas said as he stepped in front of me.
“I’m in charge here,” the Alpha snarled.
“I understand that, but they get a say in who buys the Omega,” he replied. I realized something. He was saying the right words to appease the Alpha, but I could see his profile, and I thought he was going to vomit when he said buys. “And we don’t want them running their mouths to the High Council.”
“Too late,” Carson said from the doorway. There were others behind him, but I couldn’t see from the floor. I was trying to move slowly away from the crazy Alpha and not be seen.
“This doesn’t concern you, Omega whore,” Alpha Marcus said firmly as he pushed his Beta aside. “I want this one.”
“No!” I screamed and scurried around the couch and toward Carson. I felt a hand pick me up by my hair and then froze.
“You come into my house and talk to me that way!” Carson shouted as two strange men came to my aid.
“You okay, baby?” one whispered as he released my hair from the Alpha and pulled me up into his arms. I wasn’t normally all about touching strangers, but given my two choices here, I clung to the new guy and wrapped my body around him.
“He wants to add me to his harem of boys and call him Daddy,” I whimpered as the tears started to fall. That really didn’t sound any better than the crap with my uncle I’d been rescued from.
“Not going to happen,” the nice man said kindly as he rubbed my back. “They weren’t even scheduled to meet with you right now. We were.”
“Okay,” I replied and realized I was nuzzling his neck. He was hot, he smelled amazing, and he’d just rescued me. So sue me. Wait, they were here for me, too? Fuck, this was all so confusing.
“Release me from your spell, witch,” the Alpha snarled. “You have no power over me.”
“It would seem otherwise.” Carson snickered and used his gifts to wave the guy back and forth like a rag doll. “You will be brought to the High Council for accosting an Omega in sanctuary. I also would like to know more about this harem.”
“So would we,” one of the Alpha’s Betas growled. “It’s bad enough we got assigned to this asshole, but he’s got a harem? I want the fuck out of here.”
“You’re not in this with him?” Carson asked, and I realized he was freezing all three of them.
“Fuck no! Percy and I were brought in by the High Council because the old Betas disappeared. Yeah, I’d disappear after working with this douche, too. We’ve only been on with him for a couple of weeks.”
“How’s the pack? Is it him or all of them?”
“The pack is scared. He rules them like a tyrant with an iron fist.”
“Would you be willing to go on record saying that?” Carson asked as he released the two Betas.
“Yes, we would,” the other one, Percy, answered, who had jumped in front of me earlier and did something that shocked the shit out of me. He pulled back his arm and decked the Alpha in the face. Alpha Marcus passed out but was still being held up by Carson’s powers. Nice. “I hate the fucker. And now he’s got some hidden collection of boys that call him daddy? That’s just sick.” He turned to me then with kind eyes. “Are you okay?”
“Just shaken up, thanks,” I answered and went to let go of my other rescuer. He held me tighter, and I glanced at him.
He kissed my neck, and I tilted it back to give him better access. I yelped when he lifted me up into his arms. Colin smiled down at me as he laid me down on the bed and yanked off his shirt. Then he pulled a small tube of slick out of his jeans pocket. “Blaine slipped me this and said we’d need it.”
“You’ve never stretched me before.” I panted with desire as he tossed it on the bed next to me and went to work on his jeans.
“Then I’ll just have to figure out how you like to be touched.”
“Okay,” I squeaked as he toed off his shoes while he undid mine. I helped him with the rest of my clothes, and moments later, we were completely naked with Colin between my spread legs.
“Stunning,” he whispered in awe as he drank in my body with his eyes. “You are breathtaking, baby.”
“Thank you. I think you’re hot, too.” I moaned when our cocks came into contact as he leaned over and licked my bottom lip. In wolf culture, even werewolf, it was a sign of submission and asked for forgiveness. I accepted and kissed him instead of rejecting the offer by biting his lip. I wasn’t sure if it was the right move based on how I was feeling, but since biting him would have stopped the sex…it’s what I needed to do.
He reached for the lube and slicked up his hands as he sucked on my left nipple. I went wild, thrashing beneath him. “I guess you like that.”
“I guess I do,” I whimpered, wanting more. Colin smiled widely at me and moved my leg up around his hip. Then he reached down and ran his fingers over my hole. I groaned in bliss and arched my body to him. “This was how I wanted my first time to be.”
“It is our first time,” he whispered against my lips. “Nothing else matters right now besides this moment. We’re together, and I want nothing more than to worship your fine little body. If I do something you don’t like, let me know, but otherwise I want you to just enjoy the ride.”
“I can do that,” I gasped as he pushed in a finger. There was the slightest burn that radiated into pleasure as he started moving his hand. “More. I need more!”
“Whatever my baby wants.” Colin slipped in another finger and started wiggling them back and forth as I rode his digits. He went back to sucking and biting my nipples, and the next thing I knew, I came. I screamed out his name loudly as he pushed in a third finger. I thrust my hips, riding him as the waves of my orgasm slammed into me. “Beautiful.”
“Oh fuck,” I cried out when he rubbed my prostate just as I was coming back down. “I came too soon, and you’re going to make me do it again.”
“There’s no such thing as coming too soon.” He chuckled as he stared down at me with those gorgeous blue eyes. He hurried up the movements of his fingers, and I could tell he was as ready to slip his cock into me as I was. “I want you to enjoy this, and I’m planning on you climaxing again. Maybe even twice more.”
“I’m okay with that.” I gave him a smile and then moaned when he pulled out his fingers. Colin threw my legs over his arms and lined up his dick. He glanced up at me, silently asking for permission. “Fuck me, Colin.”
He groaned and pushed inside of me, slowly working his dick further into me. I hissed at the burn but moved my hips in time with him to help hurry the process. When he was finally all the way in me, he moved his arms under my shoulders and buried his face in my neck. “This is heaven. I have no other words to describe what it feels like, baby. Please tell me that this isn’t the only time I’ll experience this with you.”
“I can’t promise that.” I wasn’t willing to lie, and I had no idea what the future held. “But I can’t say for sure it won’t be either.”
“That’s a start at least.” He slowly pulled out of me before thrusting back in. I held on to him as I moaned in bliss. When he started picking up speed, I dug my short nails in his back. Then he slowed back down, and I started to feel desperate, wanting to finish. I quickly flipped us over so I was riding him, and he stared up at me in shock.