Behind Blue Eyes

STORY EXCERPT

“Stay as long as you want.” Jeff dried his hands on a dishtowel and joined them both in front of the bookcase. “I don’t suppose you’d want to watch an old western with us?”

She laughed. “Actually, that sounds wonderful right now.”

“Really?” They both asked it at the same time, identical looks of surprise on their faces, and she laughed again.

“Yes, really. I don’t want to go home yet.” Now she simply sounded pathetic, although it was true. Nothing awaited her at home except solitaire on her iPad and a tub of ice cream in the freezer that she’d been saving all week.

“We don’t want you to go,” said Taj. “Pick out a movie.”

She shook her head. “I couldn’t. We’d be standing here all night. You two pick and I’m sure I’ll enjoy it, no matter what it is.”

Jeff took a seat on the sofa and Alaina sat next to him, admiring Taj’s ass as he moved back and forth, running a finger along the spines of the disc cases. Finally, he selected one, popped it in the Blu-ray player, pushed buttons on the remotes, and then The Treasure of the Sierra Madre lit up the big-screen TV.

“Oh good. I love this one.”

They both looked surprised again.

“You’ve seen it?” asked Taj, taking a seat on her opposite side.

“Yes, I have. I love Bogey.”

He raised his brows and shot Jeff a look over her head. She ignored it and settled back against the cushions, kicking off her boots and curling her legs under her body. She didn’t miss the way both men eyed the hem of her skirt as it hiked up higher at the gesture. She ignored that, too. Let them look.

By fifteen minutes in, it was obvious the guys had seen this movie so many times that they could quote all the dialogue, and were bored out of their minds with it. She laughed until her sides ached as they each tried unsuccessfully to imitate Humphrey Bogart’s speech, and then Taj tossed a sofa cushion at her, a mock look of hurt on his face, and she thought she’d pee her pants from laughing so hard.

She tossed it right back, hitting him square in the chest, and he fell off the sofa and clutched his side. “She got me…I’m dying, Jeff. She’s killed me.”

“You’re such a pussy.” Jeff tossed another cushion at him, striking him in the face with this one, and then Taj jumped up and threw the sofa cushion toward Jeff. Jeff ducked and it hit a lamp, nearly knocking it over.

“All right. I think we’re done.” Jeff picked up the sofa cushions. “Alaina is going to tell everyone at work that we act like toddlers after hours.”

“I’m not saying a word about this. No one would believe me anyway, and there would be the inevitable questions. What were you doing in Jeff’s house? Why was Taj there, too? What did you really do with them all evening?” She giggled at the looks on their faces. They were a combination of lust and delight, and she could hardly take a full breath.

It had been so long since she’d held someone in the dark, naked. She was lonely. Lonely and horny. And she wanted these two. She had since the first time she’d looked into their eyes.

But what the hell would happen Monday morning at work? And what would Sallyanne say? And did any of that really matter? She was an adult and so were they. Couldn’t they all just have a fun time and not make a big deal out of it? Just one night, to ease the pain of feeling so alone all the time. Would they give her that if she asked? No strings attached. Just sex. Just for tonight.

They both stared at her, and as she watched the emotions cross their faces, one thought finally broke through hers. They wanted her, too. It was suddenly as crystal clear as the sound of the gunfight on TV and the chiming of a clock somewhere in the room. It came off them in waves that she could see and taste. They floated on the air toward her, the same way soft breezes blew in through the open windows, bringing with them the smell of coming rain.

“I’m on the pill,” she said, her voice coming out in a breathy whisper that she wasn’t even sure they’d hear. “But I haven’t had sex in…” Good God, that was a long time. “In years. And I have no STDs. I’m certain of that.”

Taj picked up the remote and flipped off the TV and Blu-Ray player. Jeff hadn’t taken his eyes off her. “It’s all right,” he said softly, his voice both dominant and tender at the same time. “Neither do we.” She actually saw him swallow. “But we need to know one thing. Are you absolutely sure you want this?”

She nodded. “One hundred percent positive.”

He and Taj exchanged a glance she couldn’t interpret. She couldn’t take it any longer. She moved toward them, not sure which one to approach first, but she didn’t have to decide. Taj pulled her into a tight embrace and planted a kiss on her lips that was so hot she literally would have slumped to the floor if his strong arms hadn’t encircled her.

She parted her lips to let his tongue inside as a moan escaped her throat. One of them brushed his hands over her back and then her ass cheeks, but she didn’t give a shit which one it was. Taj’s tongue raked the inside of her mouth, and then hands were tangled in her hair as well.

She wrapped her arms around his broad shoulders and let her mind go blank, just absorbing the energy and the sensations. She’d never been kissed like this. She’d never had such an intense moment of raw sexual energy coursing through her body. It shattered her emotions and rendered her grip on reality useless. She couldn’t do anything except feel. She didn’t want to. She only wanted them to take her, open her up, and use her until there was nothing left.

 

ADULT EXCERPT

 

When Taj pulled down her pants and panties, she started to turn around, but stopped herself. Her face burned with embarrassment. If anyone was on the shore right now, God only knew what they would think. She had assumed he’d keep her pants on, but clearly they meant to smack her bare, sore, and already-bruised ass with those things. She was in big fucking trouble here. And she loved it. Every decadent second of it.

* * * *

“Ouch! Jesus Christ!” Alaina couldn’t believe how much it hurt when he hit her bare ass with the oar. He’d obviously been holding back before. She started to move but remembered their words. She was not going to start this over again.

“Good girl.” Taj’s deep, sexy voice didn’t help much. She gritted her teeth as the next two blows were delivered, wondering how the fuck she was going to get through seven more, and then ten with a bamboo pole.

But at the same time, her pussy was soaking wet and her clit began to throb. Images of fucking them both on this boat filled her mind, and she hung on to those as the next three blows were delivered. She yelled so loudly that she swore she heard her voice echoing off the mountainsides. Tears stung her eyes.

“Just four more. You can do it.” Taj’s voice lulled her a bit more this time, but when he delivered the last four, she cried out again and the tears spilled over her lashes.

He caressed her ass cheeks and nuzzled her neck. “Good girl. I am so proud of you right now.”

Oh God. She was so fucking turned on it was ridiculous. She mentally begged him to fuck her, just like this, bent over and hanging on to the back of a chair for dear life. “Thank you, Sir,” she whispered.

She heard Taj move away and sneaked a peek to her right to watch Jeff pull another pole out of the bag in which they were kept. Could she really do this? Yes. She could. She wanted to. She wanted to do it for them, because no one had ever indulged her fantasies like this or tried to help her overcome her tendency to control everything, and never settle down and have fun.

The tears ran down her face, but they weren’t only from the pain. She was overcome with emotion, and with what this actually meant. They cared about her so much, and were willing to help her become a better person. The kind of person she wanted to be, not what they thought she should strive for. They’d recognized a character trait in her that she despised, and they were going to help her change it. Or soften it, at least. No one had ever cared enough to even try and do something like that.

She wasn’t going to disappoint them. She was going to do this for them.

When the first blows struck her ass, she yelled again. This was serious shit. It burned in a way the riding crop had, but worse. Much worse. Jeff paused between strikes, but tears still ran down her face and her ass was on fire. It was a struggle not to move.

“Five more. You’re halfway there. You can do this.”

She knew she could, but oh man did it hurt. When he was finally done, she understood the difference big time between play and punishment. And she never wanted to feel it again. She would do anything not to feel that again.

He nuzzled her neck as Taj had done, and caressed the wounds he’d just made, rubbing something cool and soothing on her ass cheeks. “This will help. I am so proud of you. So very proud of you. I didn’t think you could do it, but you did. No more impact play on your ass this weekend. You’ve had enough. But don’t worry. We have plenty of other ways to play.”

He helped her stand, and then he pulled her into a tight embrace. Behind her, Taj caressed her hair and back, and then Jeff kissed her rough and deep, shoving his tongue into her mouth. She made a loud noise in the back of her throat as Taj pulled off her top and removed her bra so quickly that she barely had time to process it.

Jeff released the kiss, and then he helped her step out of her pants and panties, lifting each foot to take off her shoes and socks as well. Taj dragged what looked like a pool cushion to the front of the boat, and Jeff pointed. “On your hands and knees. Now.”

“Yes, Sir.” She could hardly breathe. This was so damn exciting and unexpected that her pussy had already begun contracting in tiny spasms. It was the ultimate fantasy. Punished and then fucked, rough and hard. She’d wanted this so badly, and here it was, about to become reality.

She heard them both put on condoms, and glanced up just to make sure she hadn’t hallucinated it. Where they got them, she had no idea. But did it matter? Taj pulled her hair. Not hard enough to really hurt, but she definitely knew he had done it. He knelt behind her, and then with his other hand he reached underneath to rub her clit.

“You’re so fucking wet and ready for us, aren’t you? You’re a bad girl. I knew you were. You want us to fuck you. Admit it.”

She cried out as her orgasm drew even closer at his words. “Yes,” she whispered. “Yes, Sir. I want you both to fuck me.”

He tugged her hair. “Are you a bad girl?”

“Yes, Sir. Yes. I’m a very bad girl. You wouldn’t have punished me otherwise.”

“That’s right. You are.” His fingers grazed her clit, bringing her closer and closer. “And bad girls get fucked as well.”

Summer Nights

STORY EXCERPT

“Aren’t you tired?” asked Kade, grinning.

“Not really.” She felt more alive than she had in years.

They exchanged a quick glance. “Well in that case,” said Elliot, “pick a piece of equipment. What’s your fantasy, Giselle? What have you always wanted to try?”

The more appropriate question would have been what hadn’t she wanted to try? Giselle walked around the room, touching each piece of equipment as she pictured herself on it. Was it possible to try them all out in one night? She had no idea, but she knew two things. All her fantasies were about to come true, and this was going to be the most exciting, erotic night of her life.

* * * *

“Honestly?” she asked. “As much as I’m dying to try everything in this room, I’ve always had this fantasy of sex outdoors. In the woods.” She watched their faces. “Or maybe on a deck or a patio? With me tied up and at your mercy?”

A slow, sexy grin spread over Kade’s face. He picked up the black bag from where he must have placed it on the floor while she’d used the bathroom, and crooked his finger at her. “Follow us.”

They crossed through to the other side of the house, and both men led her onto a curved, wooden balcony that offered a different view of the woods. A cool breeze blew across her skin, and now the smell of rain was stronger. She glanced up at the thickening clouds.

“Don’t worry,” said Elliot, pulling her into his arms. “If it rains we won’t get wet out here unless the wind is driving.”

She glanced up at the ceiling over the balcony. “You’ve thought of everything.”

Kade moved to the railing. “Have a look over the side.”

Elliot released the embrace. She stood next to Kade and leaned over. “Oh…I didn’t realize we weren’t still on the main floor.”

“It slopes down one level on this side.”

Below them was a large, oval swimming pool with sand on all four sides that spread onto a stone walkway. “This is adorable. It’s like having your own private beach.”

“That’s exactly why I had it built this way,” said Elliot. “Since I don’t go near the shore, I brought the ocean here.” He took her hand. “Come on. We’ll come back up here if it starts to rain.”

She followed him down the steps and curled her toes in the sand. “It’s warm. Just like a real beach. How deep is the pool?”

“Six feet at the far end and three feet here.”

As she glanced over the length of the pool, she realized they’d painted the bottom with images of seashells and waves to make it look more like the gulf waters close to shore. “Can we go in?”

Elliot grinned, then took off his shirt. “I thought you’d never ask.”

She watched both men strip, her pussy soaked now. They were so fucking gorgeous. A fine dusting of hair covered each body, and the muscles…she wanted to touch them and never let go. Tats decorated their torsos, and she asked about the designs. “They’re Taino, right?”

“Yes, that’s right,” said Kade. “It’s a tradition my grandfather Mendo started. He was fascinated with the history of the people as told to him by the original inhabitants of this island, and had them tattoo symbols on his chest. His brothers followed, and eventually William and Robert did as well. Now, most of the men in both our families have them.”

She stepped closer and traced the outline of a symbol she knew meant both the sun and the moon. “You each have this one.”

Goosebumps broke out on Kade’s skin, and his dick stood straight up now. His obvious arousal at having her touch him so intimately sent shivers up and down her spine. “The Taino believed the sun and the moon come out of caves,” he said. “I’ve always found that belief fascinating, as if each of them simply go to sleep instead of what really happens.”

She moved to a symbol of two birds, facing each other, their beaks almost touching. “What’s this one? I’m not familiar with it.”

“The eternal lovers.”

She gazed into his beautiful gray eyes, knowing she was going to lose her heart to them both, and not caring. All she wanted to do at that moment was fall into their arms and never leave. She took Kade’s hand and walked toward the pool. Once they were in the water, Elliot put his arms around her from behind and Kade embraced her from the front. She relaxed against their warm bodies, letting the filtered sunlight and gentle breeze fill her senses.

She inhaled the scent of them, and of the water, closing her eyes. She could stay here forever and be perfectly content. Elliot nuzzled her neck. “I saw you watching us throw those floggers yesterday.”

“Me, too,” said Kade. “Have you ever been flogged?”

Oh God… “No. Never. But I would love to be. By both of you.” There. She’d said it. Now it was up to them.

Elliot let go of her. “Be right back. Don’t go anywhere.”

She leaned into Kade’s embrace as she watched Elliot climb out of the pool and retrieve the black bag. He pulled out bondage cuffs and chains—actual chains—as well as several floggers. The falls ranged from very thin to thick, and Giselle moaned at the sight of them.

“Be careful what you wish for,” whispered Kade.

The humor in his voice sent shivers up and down her spine. She lifted her gaze to meet his and kissed him, wishing she could stay here with these two forever. She heard Elliot enter the water again, and when he gave her ass cheeks a few hard smacks with his hand, she moaned into Kade’s open mouth.

“Enough of that,” he said. “Get over here, beautiful. Time to introduce you to some of our most popular products.”

 

ADULT EXCERPT

 

Giselle didn’t say anything. Her mind was still reeling at Kade’s comment. Had he meant it, or was it merely the heat of the moment talking? Just something he’d said in response to her comment, without thinking about it? Did he realize she’d meant what she said, or had he assumed that she, too, was merely reacting?

And it did it matter? She was here, tied to a cross, and a thunderstorm was approaching. They were ready to play with her by candlelight, and she didn’t see how anything could possibly top this.

This was the best night of her life.

* * * *

Elliot kissed her gently as he put the blindfold on. “Just like last time, one of us will have a hand on you at all times. Do you remember your safe words?”

“Yes, Sir.”

“Good girl.” His voice washed over her, soft and sultry. She craved to hear those words now, because pleasing them meant more to her than anything when they played.

The first sensation was soft, like a piece of fur. “Tonight there will be no impact play,” said Kade. “It’s all about sensations. We want you to relax and enjoy this, sweetheart.”

“Thank you, Sir.” Did you mean what you said? Do you and Elliot both love me, too?”

She recognized the falls of a thick flogger as they gently brushed it over her back, ass cheeks, and the backs of her legs. One of them brushed it across her nipples as well, and tossed it lightly between her legs so it grazed her pussy.

Giselle moaned with each lazy pass of the falls, and when she recognized the edge of a leather strap caressing the same areas, she ached to feel its sting on her ass. “Just a little paddling or spanking, Sirs? Please?”

“No. None.” Kade’s voice was filled with humor, and she knew he meant it. They were going to torture her with gentle play tonight, and that thought nearly made her cry again. This wasn’t about making her ass red or pushing her to the edges of her pain limits. It was about giving her such intense pleasure that she couldn’t even stand it.

All her years of fantasies hadn’t come close to the reality of being with these two men. She was going to tell them that she loved them, and this time she’d make sure they both heard it, and knew she meant it. She had to. They needed to know. Too many of their own family members had kept things from them, and Giselle didn’t want to live a lie like so many before her had done. She wanted everything out in the open.

The rain was very heavy now, and beat a pattern on a roof that reminded her of the Cuban music. She could hear the wind howling outside, and although she couldn’t see the lightning flashes, she heard loud thunder.

But all that faded into the background as the guys now ran something sharp and metallic up and down her arms. It was no more than an inch wide. The sharpness wasn’t concentrated, like the point of a knife, but rather was spread out along the width of the implement. “Sir? May I ask what that is?”

“Do you like it?” asked Kade.

“Very much.”

“Tonight I’ll tell you what we’re using. This is called a Wartenberg wheel, but it’s not a single circle. It’s a wide circle with tiny points all along it.”

“Thank you, Sir. I love it.”

He grasped her hair and pulled her head back, then ran the same metallic edged implement he’d used last weekend across her neck, then down over her nipples. “I know you want to know what this is.”

“Yes, Sir.”

“It’s a knife point.”

“Oh…wow. You’re so gentle with it.” The idea that he’d been wielding something that could be so deadly, yet had used it in such a seductive, tender way brought fresh tears to her eyes.

“I’m glad you approve. You know Elliot and I would never hurt you, right?”

“Yes, Sir. I know that.”

“Good girl.”

Her soft moans competed with the noise from the storm as Kade kept up his teasing with the knife and the Wartenberg wheel, while Elliot used various floggers, either letting the falls slap her skin gently, or running the handle along her skin and other parts.

They didn’t neglect any part of her body. They brushed the implements along her back, arms, legs, nipples, the undersides of breasts, her ass cheeks, and even her clit. Her pussy was so wet she was certain the tiles underneath her must be damp by now, and as they continued, her moans became one continuous whimper.

When they began using their fingers as well as the toys to tease her, she started begging them to fuck her.

“Just a bit longer,” said Elliot, his voice silky smooth and teasing. “I’m not sure we’re ready yet to fuck you. This is so much fun.”

“I don’t know when we’ll be ready,” said Kade, “I think we should wait until the rain stops, at least.”

The rain didn’t sound as though it had even slowed, let alone would stop tonight.

“Please, Sir…please. I need you both inside me.”

One of them pulled her head back again and slapped her nipples with the leather strap. “Tell us what you’ll give us,” teased Kade. “In detail.”

“Anything…”

He slapped her nipples again. “Not good enough. We want graphic details, Giselle.”

They expected her to paint a verbal picture at a time like this? “Um…you can suck my clit and my nipples, and spank me, and… shit. I don’t know. I can’t do this right now. I can barely think.”

Kade laughed softly, but it was sexy and fun, not derisive. “Okay. You’re right. There’s no more blood in your brain right now than there is in ours.” He kissed her mouth. “And you’ve earned the fucking, sweetheart.”