I spent the rest of the flight staring out at the vast sea below, although my body was occupied with more immediate concerns. Carmen’s favorite dildo had given me a taste of how thrilling it was to be fucked, and I tried to imagine how different a real cock would feel inside me, instead of a replica one.

Pat and Jenna had made love to me very carefully, afraid they might overwhelm me with their thrusting. Carmen, by contrast, had taken me from behind, thrusting eagerly until orgasm after orgasm had reduced me to a quivering wreck. I’d seen what Joseph and Sam had done to the others, thrusting mercilessly until they squeezed out their cum.

“Are you fretting again?” Pat asked. She eased my fingers from between my teeth and laid my wrist on the armrest.

“Pat, did you worry about your first time?”

“Not beforehand, because I had no idea it was going to happen. But once he started kissing me and touching me through my clothes, I knew I had a decision to make.”

“Whether to stop him or not?”

“Exactly. I could have asked him what he thought he was doing, or I could let him seduce me and take my virginity. To be honest, I was so thrilled by the idea that it was about to happen, I didn’t think much about stopping him.” She smiled. “I’m glad I didn’t. We had a few minutes of fun, and I felt like an adult after that.”

“But you told me sex doesn’t determine whether you’re a woman or not.”

“If you have sex tonight, or this week, or even this month, you’ll still be an adult, because you’re ready for it.” She tapped her forehead. “Up here.”

“I’ll try to stop worrying about labels.”

“That’s my girl. Now . . .” —she glanced around— “What do you think about Kanda?”

“She seems nice. She’s very beautiful.”

“Well, if Carmen thinks she’s good enough as a co-pilot, she might join our little family.”

“I hope she likes me.”

“Come here, you adorable little thing.” She pulled me into a hug, and we rocked gently back and forward.  “Stop worrying about everything, please?”

“I’ll try,” I mumbled into her chest.

“Good girl.” She kissed the top of my head.

“Should I pull some privacy curtains across?” Sam asked from nearby, “Or can anyone join in?”

“Dian’s upset,” Pat said softly.

“We should find a way to distract her.” He dropped his voice to a whisper. “About her first time.”

“She told you?”

“I think you were asleep.”

“And what did you tell her? Did you make it even worse?”

“He was nice to me,” I replied from Pat’s bosom.

“You see?” Sam continued, “I tried to help.”

“And you never offered to be her first instead?”

“He didn’t,” I said quickly. “But he said he’d be my second, if I wanted him to.”

“Get out of my sight!” Pat growled at him, and he fled, but a small smile twitched her lips as she looked at me.

“Ladies and gentlemen,” Kanda’s smooth voice called over the speakers. “We’re beginning our descent into Miyako airport. Please return to your seats and fasten your seatbelts. The no-smoking part goes without saying. It’s a filthy habit, Give it up.”

“You can’t say that!” Carmen hissed. “Turn the mike—” a loud click signaled the end of their discussion.

Pat sighed. “We’ll have to get you laid later, my girl.”

“Maybe I should have myself waxed.”