[Siren Classic ManLove: Erotic Romance, Contemporary, BDSM, Western, Alternative, MM, HEA]
Gayle is nineteen and suffering with delayed puberty. Being gay and insecure, he accidentally finds out the family's hired hand, Josh, is also secretly gay, but Josh rejects Gayle's advances.
Gayle goes off to college and fills out physically and emotionally. When he returns home a new man, he seduces Josh and they fall into a deep rabbit hole of love. Gayle isn't happy with his name and Josh helps him change how he's called to his middle name of Michael.
The guys marry and move forward in love and are accepted by Michael's family, but when problems arise including Michael's father's death from cancer, the guys face hard times. Josh ends up flogging Michael and taking him for acupuncture to turn him around. Can these tactics work or are they on their way to a divorce?
They talked more and Gayle grew nervous. He half listened as Bill told a story of a salesman that stopped by one day.
After he finished, Mom asked Gayle, “Son, are you all right? You seem far away.”
Gayle sat up on the couch. “I’ve been thinking about talking about my gayness. We’ve never talk about it. You don’t ask who I’m dating. Did you think I’d outgrow it? Do I embarrass you?”
Josh sat still and inspected the floor.
Mom said, “No, no, no. To tell the truth, we don’t know how to talk about that, but we love you.”
Bill said, “Jesus Christ. No need to talk about it. Keep it secret.”
Gayle said, “Sorry it upsets you, but that’s kind of an old school response these days.”
Bill barked, “Bull. Why talk about it? No one cares.”
Josh leaned forward in the small recliner he sat in. He looked up. “I care. We’re part of this family and we shouldn’t hide things, not anymore. I’m gay, too. I knew when I was twelve, and despite an early puberty, I never took to girls. In fact, as far as I’m concerned, girls got cooties. Present company excepted.” He pursed his lips and leaned back.
Bill stood. “That’s all I needed.” He stormed toward his and Josh’s room at the end of the house.
Gayle’s mom stared at Josh. His dad said, “Are you shitting us? You don’t look gay. You don’t act gay. You’ve bragged about women and such.”
Josh countered, “But you’ve never seen me with girls and everyone Jessie tries to set me up with all disappear after the first date. I always say we’re not a match and I’m looking for someone different.” He stared at the floor. “I’m sorry if this upsets you and Bill. You don’t have to fire me. I’ll quit and leave quietly. I’ve got money saved. I can find another job somewhere.”
Gayle’s mom rushed to him and yanked him into her grasp. “No, you will not leave. You are part of this family, period. If you say you’re gay then so be it. I know you came from the factory that way, it just surprised us. You never gave any indications, and now I feel a fool for trying to set you up with women.” She kissed his cheek. “You’re staying here, but you’re disappointing a passel of women. After all, a lot of women love sexy, tall, strong men. We love you, Josh.”
After she let him go, Dad came up and threw one hand on Josh’s shoulder and he shook hands with the other. “You’re a part of this family. I can’t say I love you, because you might try to seduce me, but damn it, we care about you. You’ve given your all to us and we’ll give it right back.”
Josh smiled. “Thank you, both. I appreciate it, but I guess I have to deal with Bill.”
Gayle said, “He’ll get over it, I hope. He’s part of the family, too.”
Bill returned and looked everyone in the eye. “I won’t sleep in the same room with a homosexual and that’s all there is to it. So, either I go or he goes. Maybe I’ll just retire and move to Arizona.”
Mom moved to him. “Bill, you’re both family. Don’t ask me to decide between you two. We love you both. Sleep on it and maybe you’ll feel different in the morning.”
“I’ve thought about it and I won’t sleep in the same room.”
Gayle cut in. “Josh can move his bed into my room. I have space, especially since it’s still clean. That way you can cordon off the queers in the house.” He smiled gently and tilted his head down.
Mom said, “I’m not sure that’s a good idea.”
Gayle said, “I promise not to molest Josh.”
They talked about it a bit, but they were in a bind. They respected Bill but he left them with no choice, since the other bedroom was turned into an office years ago.
“I won’t have Josh sleeping on the couch,” Mom said.
Mom and Dad talked about it and agreed Josh could move into Gayle’s room. Gayle and Josh moved his stuff. Bill stayed in his room and the rest of the family chatted before retiring.
Josh and Gayle got into their respective beds. With the lights out, Josh said, “Thanks for taking me in. I didn’t really expect Bill to say he wouldn’t sleep in the same room.”
“I lied about not molesting you. I want to.”
“Now I’m twenty-three. You’re almost thirty.” He sucked a breath in and another sizzle ran through him. “Josh, I want you. I need you.” He yanked Josh’s briefs off and freed himself of his briefs and rubbed them over Josh’s face. Gayle giggled.
Gayle straddled Josh’s legs and lowered the skin of Josh’s thick and long uncircumcised dick and licked it like an ice cream cone, then he took the head in his mouth. Adding a bit more over time, he had more than half in his mouth. He wondered how Josh’s cock compared to the average. He’d been with a few guys. One cock was about four and a half inches and he felt sorry for that guy. The biggest he sucked was over seven inches.
He took it out of his mouth, and said, “It feels so natural for a dick to be in my mouth. I like it. I love it.” He’d compared his fingers and hand size to a ruler so he could estimate a dick’s size. He thought Josh’s cock was about eight inches and that pleased him.
In a ghost of speech, Josh said, “Your mouth is hot. That feels so good. How much can you take?”
“I’ve worked on my gag reflex with carrots and zucchini, and cocks, too.” He took it deep so the head hit the back of his throat. He held his breath and pushed a bit more in until his nose was buried into Josh’s pubes. He flexed his throat muscles. Josh groaned. Working it back and forth, he took it all the way again and flexed his throat muscles more. When he pulled back, he said, “Josh, I need you to ass-fuck me, please. I don’t care how long or short you last, but I need it. I’ve wanted it for a long time.”
Josh pursed his lips and nodded his head in quick and short movements. He positioned Gayle on his back with a pillow under his ass. He inserted a finger and found Gayle’s prostate gland and massaged it. Gayle nearly screamed. “Shit, that feels awesome, totally awesome.” And the next second he came, shooting far onto his face and hair.
Josh asked, “Was that an accidental discharge?”
“Sorry. No one has ever done that to me.”
“Gayle, do you still want me to screw your ass? I mean, you just came.”
“I’m not a straight boy trying to be gay. Yes, I still need it. Do it. I’m very clean. Got tested last week, just before leaving college.” He stared at Josh, hoping he’d say the same. Please don’t let him have AIDS or anything.
“I’m clean, too. Got tested two months ago after I ended my last relationship, not that it lasted that long. The guy and I just didn’t click. It was always hard trying to keep conversations going.”
“Then we don’t need a rubber, right?”
Josh sucked his lips between his teeth and gave a short but rapid nod.
He lubed his cock and Gayle’s ass and lifted Gayle’s legs over his shoulders. Their gazes met. Josh guided his cock to Gayle’s ass and pushed, and pushed more. His ass was tight. “Take deep breaths. Relax.”
Gayle swallowed and kept his eyes on Josh, so happy they were doing it, finally. Gayle focused on the here and now and being sure his entire body was relaxed.
Josh held still, and after a minute, he pushed some more and the head popped in.
“Oh, shit, that sort of hurts. Damn.”
“Do you want me to pull out?”
“No, it just needs time to relax. I read about it, especially when the prick is so huge, like your monster cock.”
He smiled. “Yeah, it is larger than average. I’m grateful. When other guys see it for the first time the usual response is ‘oh, my God.’ That makes me feel good.” He let out a soft laugh.
Gayle’s ass relaxed and Josh slipped more in and then he ever so slowly pumped in and out. Sometimes his dick slipped out and Josh shoved it back in. Gayle moaned with each entry and kept a smile nailed to his face. “Yum, I love it when your cock slips out and you put it back in. Love it so much.” After a while, he wrapped his legs around Josh’s ass and Josh rested on Gayle’s chest. They kissed as Josh pumped. Gayle was speechless and closed his eyes when they kissed and stared at Josh when they didn’t.