[Siren Menage Amour: Erotic Romance, Contemporary, Menage, Romantic Suspense, MFM, HEA]
Alina Wilkins never thought she’d be back in her hometown of Oakdale, Oklahoma. She had hoped to leave all the bad memories of her heartbreak behind. Now here she was carrying with her a big secret for her ex-lovers.
Jensen and Cade Lowe never thought they would see their former lover again but she was back in town. They were not going to let her leave them again and were determined to prove that their love for her was true.
But can they handle her secret? Many obstacles are in the way of them renewing their love. Some more dangerous than others.
Alina shivered as she looked to her right, hoping to see the city bus in view. Today was a windy cold day, and she wanted to get home to her baby. She knew Connie was taking good care of him while she dropped off her grandmother’s car at the garage to get a new battery, but she needed to hug him, knowing soon she might be sharing him with his daddies. She’d practiced speeches in her head but kept putting off calling them.
All she saw was cars passing by but no bus. She looked at her watch with an impatient sigh. The bus was already ten minutes late. She spotted an Oakdale police cruiser and groaned. Surely her luck wasn’t so bad that it could be one of the Lowe brothers or, worse, both. She wanted to see them for the first time on her grounds.
The car slowed down, and she held her breath. Narrowing her eyes she peeked into the window. Sure enough it was Jensen. She groaned silently, knowing she would at least have to be polite. She stepped closer to the car, wishing she could ignore him completely. The window slowly rolled down. The knowledge that she had to come clean with them moved her feet forward, closer to the window. She leaned down. She felt his warm gaze checking her out from head to toe. She wore a long blue wool coat and matching hat, so maybe he didn’t see she had not lost all her baby weight or the fact her breasts were bigger due to breast feeding. She didn’t want to be compared to the thin and glamorous Kate Sullivan.
“Alina. Fancy running into you at a bus stop. Where you going?” He greeted her with a hesitant smile when, once, his charming smile would have melted all of her senses. She could not tell from his voice if he was happy or not about running into her. He didn’t have to stop though, she reminded herself. He could have ignored her and kept going. His voice was deep and sent shivers through her body that had nothing to do with the cold weather. She put her hands in her pocket to hide her nervousness after a year and a half of only seeing him in her dreams. He looked good. Handsome. She felt that old familiar heat stir up inside. She still loved him and Cade, but they had never loved her. She had to remember that and stay strong.
“I took Grandma’s car to Tango’s Garage. It’s getting a new battery. Waiting on the bus to take me home,” she answered, looking down the street and wishing the bus would hurry. It was hard standing here pretending that last heartbreaking scene between them wasn’t looming before them like a giant obstacle. Flashes of the agony of that day ran through her head like an old movie.
“Heard the bus was delayed way back on Frio Street.” He sounded unsettled too. At least she wasn’t the only one dealing with overwhelming emotions at this unexpected encounter. She had expected to call them and have time to be prepared for her news to them. “Get in. I’ll drop you off.”
Cade caressed her cheek. He held her blue gaze with his, wanting her to see the sincerity in his eyes. “We did love you. We had our own fears and doubts but no more. We were miserable bastards without you.”
“We didn’t want anyone else, especially not Kate,” Jensen added firmly, making her moan with pleasure as his hand caressed her sensitive breast. His touch roamed down her soft belly. She stopped his hands, her cheeks flushed.
“I haven’t lost all my baby weight.” She winced.
Cade remembered Kate’s cruel words. “Hey. I love every curve, sweetheart. Your body turns me on like nothing else.”
“That’s right,” Jensen added, kissing her cheek. “Your body is a work of art, and I, for one, never get tired of exploring it.”
The sexual energy in the room set his body on fire. She might be wary, but she could not deny this intense feeling between them. Electrical currents sizzled, connecting the three of them together. He had to show her he loved her. Of course he loved his son, but this woman owned his heart, and he had to find a way for her to see it was real.
“You’re the sexiest woman I know, Alina. Let’s take this upstairs so we can be comfortable.” His dick felt like it would explode soon. He didn’t want a hurried coupling on the couch. He wanted a slow seduction.
She nodded, standing in front of them, vulnerable and totally nude. She reached, grabbing a hand from each of them. Without words she was letting them know she was putting her trust in them once again. He was determined to not let her down ever again.
“I love you, Alina Wilkins,” Cade whispered, his lips against her cheek, gripping her hand in his. He couldn’t hold it in one minute longer.
Jensen stood, giving her all of his attention. “I’ll always be in love with you, Alina.”
She blinked back tears, and her smile was tender. “Let’s go to my room and celebrate our love then.”
Cade couldn’t stop his triumphant smile . Each step brought a new beginning for them. A better one this time because they were all being honest for once.
* * * *
Alina lay spread out on the bed, her body thrashing on the lavender comforter. Jensen had her thighs wide open, feasting on her pussy, making her moan loudly. His tongue was doing wicked things, and she wanted to explode. Although she dreamed of them and missed their touch, to actually feel it in real time was like a miracle. When his fingers swept over her clit, she cried out with pleasure, feeling the ceiling spin, making her dizzy with delight. Her breathing was ragged.
“Oh God, Jensen, it’s been so long I feel like I’m going to come.”
He stopped to look at her wickedly. “Please do, my love. I want your sweet cream.”
Cade was looking at her with hunger, cupping her breasts softly. Cupping the heaviness, seeing how much bigger they were. She had been too shy to let them see her feed Jackson.
“I have to say having you here with us is a dream come true. I wasn’t sure we’d ever be together like this again. You won’t regret giving us a second chance, my love,” he whispered, holding her gaze.
He looked sincere, and she allowed herself to relax. It was going to be okay. They wouldn’t be here if they didn’t feel something for her.
She reached up, cupping his jaw with her hand. The rough stubble on his jaw was sexy as hell. “I know, Cade. We’re here now. Together. I feel so happy.”
He leaned down, taking her mouth in a hot steamy kiss while letting his thumb play with her nipple, causing her to arch upwards. He explored her as if just getting to know her. She felt different these days. Not just from being a mother but from growing up and realizing she deserved love, real love.
These men made her feel special, always had. She never had a complaint about their lovemaking. It was out of bed that the problems showed up. She felt like they were trying hard this time around. She wanted this second chance. She wanted them as her lovers, not just her baby’s daddies. She cried out, feeling liquid gush out of her pussy as Jensen made her orgasm.
“I missed that.” Jensen grinned, flipping her over to her stomach. Alina got on her hands and knees, knowing what he liked. He always told her he loved the sight of her ass in front of him. “Missed this ass, babe.”
He smacked it, making her yelp. Jensen was always playful in bed, wanting to try new things. She loved that he pushed her out of her comfort zone.
She reached out to touch Cade’s cock. It was hard and slick with his pre-cum. She let her tongue swipe over the head of his cock while holding the base with her hand. He was warm and hard. His hands gripped her hair just the way she liked it.