She didn’t go inside the building, not wanting their last kiss to be something from an old movie. Instead, standing to the side of the entrance, she held him tight to her. “I want you to have a wonderful life. I want the same for me. If we’re meant to be, we’ll find each other again.
“I love you, Cami. I won’t forget the way you loved me.”
I love you, too, Sam. I won’t forget either.” She wiped away her tears with the back of her hand. “Get on your train and go before I change my mind and ask you to give up your future to stay with me.”
“I would if you asked.” He pulled her close to him again. “I just want you to be happy, Cami. I want to be happy, too. Right now, I just don’t know if I can do it without you.”
“For two years, we don’t have a choice. We knew that when we started this relationship and when you accepted this job. None of the rationales have changed, it’s just that we both hate goodbye” Cami held him tight. “We have great memories to hold onto and no day to day reality to get in the way.”
“Maybe the mundane and reality wouldn’t be so bad?”
“Maybe,” Cami agreed. “If we were all grown up and adults,” she teased, pausing when her eyes filled with tears. She didn’t want his last memory of her to be an ugly crying face. Sam held her close and didn’t acknowledge her tears or his watery eyes.
“Somewhere along the line, you’ll let me know how you are?”
“Of course, and I expect you to keep in touch, too.”
“Cami, while I love you to death, I know you hate your computer and e-mail. Please remember to check your mail occasionally, you never know what you’ll find one day.”
“I’ll check it,” she told him, pulling him even tighter. “This would be easier if I didn’t love you and your cock so much.”
“I know it’s just my sexual prowess you’ll miss.”
“That, too. Sam, you have a train to catch and I have to let you catch it or I’ll break my own rules and beg you to stay with me.”
“You don’t have to beg, Cami. You just have to ask.”
“I know, that’s the horrible part. But I’m not going to.” She leaned up and gave him one last kiss on the lips. “Sam…”
Someone let out a wolf whistle as they came out of the station and she took a step back. “I love you, Sam. I always will.”
“Me too, Cami.” He put his finger to her lips. “I’m going, just consider taking the train up during the holidays. I don’t want an answer now, just the idea to carry that you’ll think about it.”
“I will. I probably won’t think of anything or anyone else for a long time.” This time she let her hands run down his chest to his waist. A rush of people came out of the station and she gave him a weak smile. “I’ll think about the holidays.”
“You could invite me to come back here for them, too,” he said. Then he dropped a last kiss to her forehead and broke the connection between them.
“Make your life worth leaving me, Sam. That’s what I want for you, to have no regrets.” Cami did the hardest thing she had ever had to do in her life. She turned and walked slowly away. She hesitated but didn’t turn back, afraid if he was still there she’d tell him she was wrong and that he should stay. She would never know what might have been. She didn’t turn around.
Now she had a decision to make. Does she get dressed and slip away or go back to bed with Sam? Deep inside, there was no decision to make. Her mind was made up long ago. With coffee in two mugs, she headed back to the master bedroom and quietly put one on the table near Sam. She took off her shirt and kicked off her panties before slipping back into the bed beside him.
Cami was beyond being coy. She reached over and grasped his cock. It filled in her hand and she smiled. Early mornings, he was so responsive. Then again, he’d been responsive to her touch last night, too.
He moaned at her touch and began to wake up. “This is an amazing dream.”
“Then don’t wake up or it might stop.”
“Please don’t let it stop,” Sam told her.
Cami continued to pump his cock, fast and then slow, keeping him off kilter. She wanted him to fuck her before coming, even though her running joke was to get rid of the first load and enjoy the second. Right now, all she wanted was to feel the delicious stretch of her body as he moved inside her.
Taking what she wanted before the dynamic changed, she reached to the nightstand on her side and grabbed the condom she’d seen there earlier. Then she used his erection almost as a handle to guide him onto his back. Cami moved over him and let her lips glide over his tip. What started out as a quick taste turned into more, with her taking him in small increments in and out until she had her nose buried against his belly. She could taste the droplets of pre-cum and again, reluctantly drew back. She straddled his thighs and covered him with the condom. For one second, she thought to just feel him, skin to skin inside her but she was smarter than that.
Sam was in a twilight sleep, awake but fighting the urge to take control. Cami thought to ease down onto him, to feel how her body stretched to take him deep in her walls. When the time came, she held his base and dropped onto him, impaling herself on his hard cock. She loved how her body reacted to his erection, how her pussy pulled him in and pulsed around him all but sucking his cock deeper.
This was too much for Sam to ignore and he reached up, grasping her breasts to steady her. That was when she began the slow up and down movements that she knew would bring her and him to that quick morning release. While Sam palmed her breasts and rolled her nipples, she dropped her hand to his base. Holding him tight, her clit grazed her hand. With him deep inside and her hand in place, she stared directly at him. Sam was staring up at her. A long time ago, she would have asked what he was thinking, this morning she didn’t want to know. She just wanted to revel in his cock.
Building inside her, she knew she’d come soon and wouldn’t change their position to make it last. Letting her head drop back changed the angle of his cock inside her. With a few switches of her hips, she came, flashes of colored pinpoint lights her reward. Sam tightened his grip on her and pushed up, deepening his spot. His groan came at the same time he throbbed inside her. When he came, she’d never felt so full.
Cami didn’t care that reality would sneak into the room soon, instead, she just wanted to ride out the feelings so she’d never forget this moment in time. When her legs started to ache from being stretched over his thighs, she finally pulled herself upright and looked down at Sam.
“You always did like mornings,” he said.
“Good morning to you, too,” she said. “There’s coffee on the side table but it’s probably cold by now.”
“I’ll get fresh in a few minutes.” He didn’t relinquish his hold, he simply lightened his grip. “I like waking up to being buried inside you.”
“I like it, too, but right now my legs are numb.” She let her weight fall to the side and he released his hold on her as she dropped onto the bed beside him. “Morning.”
“A great morning.” Sam stretched beside her and sat up, swinging his legs to the side.